December 2011
How come things get better for a little bit and...
Everyone asks me if the reason I don’t have a boyfriend is if I’m too picky. I mean, I guess you could say that. Sure, my lack of self confidence and forwardness…and face contribute to that reason, but I guess I am picky. I just don’t want to fuck up a bunch of times to find the right guy. I don’t want someone who is gonna hook up with me and then leave. I want...
I love books. The ability to be sitting in a crowd...
me: i'm so lonely omg i just want someone to talk at me
someone: hey
me: no not you
someone walks into me in the hallway at school
me: sorry
them:
me: fucking slut
I wish I could find someone to talk to for hours that would actually understand me and not just say, “Awww yeah” or “Aww that sucks” or “Ugh I know how you feel.” To be honest, I don’t think anyone knows how anyone else feels. They might be in a similar situation, but no one really understands how you feel, because it’s your own, personal feelings....
wish i had something that could make me happy when...
"Alis volat propiis": being strong is the only... →
livinninthemoment:
people are amazed about how strong me and my family are. but its the only choice we have at this point. we know how special morgan is, how absolutley amazing she is. How inspiring she is to sooo many people, not only us. My only wish is that Morgan touches peoples lives as much as she has touched…
we’re not close anymore, but i’ll be there if you...
Trying to converse with adults:
Me: Hi.
Adult: WHAT ARE YOU THINKING ABOUT DOING FOR COLLEGE HAVE YOU VISITED ANY SCHOOLS DO YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND DO YOU HAVE YOUR LICENSE DO YOU PLAY ANY SPORTS YOU SHOULD GET A JOB I HEAR GETTING A JOB IS A GOOD THING GOTTA LEARN THE VALUE OF THE DOLLAR EH WOT
none of this would have happened if you were alive. This Christmas made me want to crawl up in a ball and just cry until this feeling was gone. I wish you were here; I wish you could have witnessed how fucked up this night was. I just want to go back to last year when everything was perfect and you were doing well. take me back to when my brother didn’t smoke, my dad was happy, you were...
never give up hope.